audreyst ~ ursTruly!’s ever-colourful subsistence

 
"Hi, hi, hi, beautiful
Sunday
This is my, my, my, beautiful day
When you say, say, say, say that you love me
Oh, my, my, my, it’s a beautiful day"

u know tat song sung by Daniel Boone? one of the good’ol oldies…

a tranquil evening home sweet home, weather’s good ~ very chilly and damp, my
babies are dreaming of candyland, chocolatefactory & carebears in their own
dreamland and i was chatting the night away with my very old friend, across the
thousands of miles…

snippets of our tête-à-tête 
part one
she says:
can i ask, is life easy for you? do you have
problems too? or is it just me?
ursTruly! says:
of coz life is a bed of roses… nothing’s perfect… nothing’s wat we
expected or want it to be… nope.. everyone else has it… i guess it’s just
how we make of it and cope with it.. of coz nothing’s a fairytale.. no matter
how much we may want it to be… unlike mills&boons… LOL!

part two
she says:
you earn respect by falling and then rising again
she says:
some people have been good their WHOLE lives. That is not what I hate about
them. They have the cheek to judge. There is a difference between being good
because you want to be and being good cos you didn’t have the guts to do
anything but stay home and hide
ursTruly! says:
yes… even if u dun earn the respect, wat matters most are those who matters
to you.. no one else
ursTruly! says:
i totally agree w u!
ursTruly! says:
tat’s why i cant give a fuck wat ppl think of me… seriously.. only those who
matters!
she says:
i seriously can’t stand people who think i want their lives and judge me cos
i’ve been a bit naughty



i had a ‘beautiful sunday’… my weekend was/is FUNtabulous!
tis week’s Tina (my maid)’s weekend off… i actually do look forward to her
weekends off coz it’s the moment when i have my babies with and for me entirely
24/7, all MINE!!! *ahaks* … other times, she’s ceaselessly at hand helping
and delegating our babies SO i have a penchant to get ‘manja’
with her myself… there can never be another Tina for us! :o)
my ‘beautiful sunday’ was brunch with our darlings, cruised around for some
sightseeing then errands and then, spent the whole mid-afternoon home sweet
home, lazing together as a whole family… wat could be more perfect than tat!
all six of us in our cooling bedroom, my boys were eventful on their ps2, daddy
was sandwiched between the computer, ps2 and his pride&joy…i was with my
darling princess watching disneychannel and eventually dozing off together…
we’ve already spent the whole saturday at the shopping precinct between palm
square and warisan square doing wat we do best… S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!! LOL!

Life is certainly wat we make of it…
another fave quote of mine… " when
life hands u lemons, make lemonades!" but my darling ol’friend Yon says… "grow lemon trees!!"
hmmm… why, i ask him? he says, so i can make more and more, endless of
lemonades! :o)


wouldn’t it just be exquisite to feel secure enough to come out from behind our
masks and from underneath our labels to toil through conflicts, verbalise the
truth without condition, malevolence or secreted agenda, but through love, with
compassionate, admiration, dedication and fidelity?
is it only ‘wishful thinking’…?
u know wat would be nice?
u know wat would be purr-fect?
u know wat would be my best life?
IF only we are able to do so.
if we only could, this would then demonstrate the spirit of abundance, working
in tandem with each other’s aspirations to honour the intelligence of the
universe.

ah, tat would definitely be my best life…

but.. naught!?? sighs&doublesighs&triplesighs

hope urs was a ‘beautiful sunday’; as mine was… 

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i thought of my darling Angel (again!) today…
i think of her everyday… with every footstep i make, with every breath i take… with every lil’things i do, with every mouthful i swallow… everything that occurs in my life, day by day, my thoughts are filled with my Jasemynne Faith…

it is still very difficult, heartwrecking at times.. it has been almost 20 months now…
this coming July 10th would be my darling daughter’s 1st year & 8th month Anniversary…

could i have done something?
did we ~ did i make the right decision?

why… Why.. WHy… WHY…

re-quoting myself, when i blogged penning my thoughts after 9 months… after finding the courage the pen my thoughts:
The most difficult part in life STILL is having to experience putting your
own flesh and blood to his/her last resting place… instead of the norm,
whereby our kids should be the ones to put us to our last resting place…

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i miss u my darling Angel Jasemynne Faith M. Wong
Mummy will always and forever love u…

Respect is to be earned and gained…

First (second, third, fourth and so henceforth thereafter…) IMPRESSION matters… (and, LASTS!)

How u bring urslf portrays wat’ll populace think of u… but then again, u can never please all, can u? ~ one Man’s meet is another Man’s poison  ;oz

I’m such in a neurotic high-strung mode… it must be the FreakyFriday thingy!

I feel like I am walking on a tight wiry cord soaring above the clouds overlooking the whole bloody world… (in this case, a specific space in a pasty three-storey building)

at this point, I feel like I am a quiescent volcano… just anticipating to erupt gloriously!!

at this moment, I feel like I am a lioness just waiting to pounce and prowl on her playmeal…

bring it on, babe…

BUT, I have learnt (from my ever so colourful life!) to NOT utter anything when you are in a very disconcerted state of psyche… (just remove thy presence swiftly and gracefully)… u may just end up saying things which are just never meant to be said and lament wat has just spurted out like a riotous AK-47 literally from your vocalisations…(thou shalt never make a fool of thyself!) N E V E R ! ~ bear tat in mind… even if you gotta make a point, do so when you’re already cool, calm and collected :o) go take a long-drawn-out hike, smoke a pack of cigarettes, swig ten cuppa coffee, mollycoddle in retail therapy, read a novel, sleep on it ~ whatever thing consoles u!

*stay in cheek aud, thou shalt not lose compose and disgrace thyself* (it ain’t worth it!)

LOL! well, at least! I can still find the cynical funny side of the whole thingy…

The weather’s not helping either, it is? SO damn bloody HOT now…. It’s scorching and sweltering like hell outside, bet’cha can sauté a perfect bullseye egg on the road this instance!

tonight I shall splurge some qualitytime with my baby, of coz after spending the evening with our darlings and tucking our babies to dreamland…

I always look forward to weekends…

It’s MY moment in time with my brood!

Enjoy your weekend Peeps… with your most loved ones!   nothing else matters…

NOTE:

it’s comical yet cynical how when u think those that seemingly matters most can be such jerks, arseholes and mtfks at the end of the day; and eventually it’ll all come back to u nonchalantly…wtf??!! ;o)

hobbitlike-snake? OR

snakelike-cacing??

it moves, sashays and slithers like a snake so i’m still sticking with my FIRST and foremost notion when i first ‘laid eyes’ on it… it’s unquestionably a baby snake! even though it’s not venomous or whatsoever but still, it categorises under ‘reptile’… must be my intuition, mother nature… LOL! feeling my ‘chinese-y’ animal year calling…. *ahaks*

@ the firm… we still observe and scrutinise wherever we toddle on… who knows ‘its’ siblings or momma might come calling, again!… afterall, we didn’t ‘massacre’ ‘it’… ‘it’ was ‘released’ to ‘its’ wildlife @ longkang habitat the morningafter…

happy thursday night peeps… :o)

Today was a FUNtastic
hullabaloo at the firm; come mid-noon…

Everyone was frenzied
with their own thingamajig… when ‘Cella heedlessly mentioned ‘eeee…how am I
gonna removed @ kill tis cacing underneath my desk?’ me being directly
opposite her, asked wat she meant… (I was thinking… cacing?! in our
office? I know it’s showery and clammy outside… but, cacing?!! or snake?)
then, I nonchalantly approached her working station and asked where tis so
called ‘cacing’ was, which is supposedly to be underneath her desk?… ‘Cella
said… ‘eh, it was there seconds ago. Maybe beneath my slippers’… she
moved her slippers THEN ‘Cella, Nizah and I was transfixed on the ‘cacing’ as
it started to escape slithering away sideways AND, I squealed… ‘tat’s not cacing! Baby Ular that…!!!”….the
whole department started scattering away in ALL directions from the pantry, on
the stools, chairs, desks (just name it!) amidst the screaming and
shrieking and watchamacallit… muahahahha I just stood there looking at ‘it’,
didn’t know whether I should smack ‘it’ dead with ‘Cella’s slippers?… get the
boys to catch ‘it’?… was there any of ‘its’ family members around? everyone
else around me was asking to KILL ‘it’…eventually, Rex and Asmin put ‘it’ in a
water jar I got from the pantry as ‘evidence’ for VF and PC to see. LOL!!

The MEN were so
convinced (still is!) that ‘it’ is/was not a Snake but a
snakelike-Cacing…

This is not the first, second nor third time they’ve found snake/s in
our firm…
1. Found, caught and killed a mid-grown snake curled-up amongst the rocks at
our fish pond.
2. Found a complete set of a python-like skin (only!) just
outside our pantry.
3. Found a baby snake curled up underneath near the refrigerator in our pantry.
4. Found a baby snake just outside our conference room doorwar ~ Jan’07.
 

Waddya think? do u think ‘it’
was a Baby hobbitlike-Snake or a snakelike-Cacing?

I shall post up a pix of the ‘it’
soon… (just realised i left the cam in the car!)

Wat a way to start the week off…
Happy Monday Peeps!

found this in one of my emails as i was clearing out my inbox… this should be read by each and everyone of us, from time to time, at least! i do that…and, shall remain doing so… especially during my down moments.

Count your Blessings Peeps…

HUGZmuakks : @ud

Life
Is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can’t
speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has
nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who’s crying
out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to
heaven.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children
but they’re barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn’t clean or sweep -
Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of s! omeone who walks the
same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed,
the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember
that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face
and thank God you’re alive and still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, AND fulfill it!!.

True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person PERFECTLY!! - Jason Jordan

Gawd!! wat a flaming day it’s turning out to be…

(I think I really got off the wrong side of the bed this morning, but hey! I think I slept with a pea underneath my mattress, that’s why…)

Live for ‘me myself and I’ only… nothing else matters!!!

One of my classic collections… (extremely soothing song, always works wonders for me!)

Superwoman by Karyn White

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream

I’m not your superwoman 

Beautiful song, ain’t it not? An extraordinary piece…

hmmm, a much cherished friend of mine pointed this out to me… which i think; can bring oodles of essence to different levels of homosapien in our humankind today…
as for me, it is SIMPLY as how it is exactly said….

" F U C K    I T … "

exceptionally strong words eh… (i love ‘im!!)

my cherished friend also said 2007 is an excellent year…
a very good year to make a distinction in your LIFE!

in his own words ~
2007 is gonna be a different year.
no nonsense will be acceptable in your life, and if anyone does start creating nonsense, he/she shall never be on the equivalent level as you!
This time it is your own way of life strictly based on commonsensical  and realism.
2007 is the year of improving your existing life for the better future and thereafter,  no turning back!

hmmm, maybe…. come what may!